Create a BOS or create a story, I'm not sure which. But, online, put bits'n'pieces of stuff I've read that inspires me.

For example:
That intro where women from wherever get together in the visualization around a fire as sisters. Put it online (with credit). Then refine it, fill it out.

IOW, create rituals & spells as visualizations. As I refine the *stories*, ........

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It's so strange. After talking to Susan .....

I feel like my mother and grandmother are already dead and gone.