I'm sorry to hear about your stress level and poor health. Getting old sucks! I'm struggling to learn *how to live* before I die. To learn to live a peaceful, content life. Amd. to learn to love and take care of myself. I've been a horrible failure so far. I see how my health is going and realize that I'm slowly killing myself. Maybe not so slowly. It sounds like you may be doing the same thing, in your own way. I wish we lived closer. Words are not the same as presence. Unfortunately, words are all we have. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ So much to do!!!!!!!