I don't feel I can talk about my compulsion to stock up to anyone.  It's embarassing.

I want a couple more Euforias, pretty plastic drawers, more Sophias,  . . . .

Take all RBA stuff and put into RBA directory:  text file of my RBAs, spreadsheet, shtml, images, links, . . . .


My energy and mood is so fragile.  So little to bring me down.  So little to raise me up.

Lack of sleep brings me down.  Lack of pleasure brings me down.  Lack of a sense of accomplishment brings me down.

Melinda and I have little in common, little to talk about.

So little pleasure.  All the little things.  Like my rocks.  Like books.  Like Tarot cards.  Like a clean floor.  Like space.  Like a place for everything where I can find it.

I've been living out of a suitcase for years now.  Not quite as restrictive as that.  But living in other people's homes with most of my stuff in storage for . . .  how many years?  We moved to Dallas in May 2001, 14 years ago!

I can't spread things out to organize them.  I can partially, but not enough to finish.

Don't have to worry about final arrangement ATM.  Just need to be able to get to what I want in a form where it's easy to pack it up and move.

https://www.e-cigarette-forum.com/forum/threads/older-folks-and-vaping-back-porch-part-three.657516/page-288#post-15738042
Mikes wooden chest (like the one I want at Harbor Freight)

https://www.e-cigarette-forum.com/forum/threads/older-folks-and-vaping-back-porch-part-three.657516/page-286#post-15736481
mmsjs5 has same wooden chest that I want

https://www.e-cigarette-forum.com/forum/threads/older-folks-and-vaping-back-porch-part-three.657516/page-285#post-15736052
MattB101 has been looking at the same one for his vape gear (for after he moves)

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Tuesday 26 May 2015

I'm always right on the edge of being overwhelmed.  By 'overwhelmed', I mean inability to function normally.  That point where things suddenly break down and stop working.